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I am sure you are so much more and have such wonderful gifts to share. From the little you wrote, I can tell that you are a kind, loving man who cares about others. Work on your self esteem and relationship skills and the right woman will be drawn to you. I was in love with this girl, but she was straight, and we didn't go out(obviouxly). But we were best friends and she was really cool about it. Then we had a very intimate friendship that got really weird and complicated and well, I was strung along a bit by her. I can remember a point in my life where I literally couldn't talk about sex with a partner I would have the thoughts in my head, but my throat would close over and I couldn't get them out. Fortunately, my partners at the time were very patient with me. Why was I like this? Well, I had some serious guilt and fear issues going on with regard to sex, as well as being afraid that my body was so unacceptable that talking about it would be a disaster. If you are u